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• Age: 26
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• Sex: straight single woman

Recent Status: BIG MYSTERY

Location: Miramar, Florida

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About Me: Who am I, this girl you see Do you even know the real me To you I’m strong, upbeat, funny, & usually positive While inside I’m batting emotions that don’t want to live Look at the smile it says things are going just fine But the eyes show a different story this time They show my weakness, pain, & fears They hold back a million tears My eyes are windows into my soul They keep secret stories untold No one knows the feelings deep inside So many tears are left uncried Only I know the pain ripping at my heart Deep inside it’s tearing me apart When all alone in my room at night I close my eyes really tight I remember a better life Then reality cuts like knife It brings me back to where I am now Things have all gone wrong somehow Everyone tells me it’ll get better soon To those words I’ve become immune nothing gets it only gets worse Always following a different hearse I’ve tried to keep it in But this time my emotions win I’m not alright I’m not okay The pain gets stronger everyday There’s nothing I can do to change the past So once again I’ll put on a mask But remember even though I smiled Deep inside I’m a scared lost girl